Siberia

adios to past

2007-01-08T01:31:00.001-08:00

Long time of reflecting in silence, I finally made decision to leave all my friends to be alone for a period. It is time to clear up the past and start a new one, and no more will I live in the past and trapped in it deeper and deeper. Keeping those old mossy friendships, I’ve been tired of those fusses. As time goes by, the true friends remain and those false will be long forgotten. By this, I wish life will go smoother than before.
Merci

誕生日

2006-12-27T22:06:00.000-08:00

僕の誕生日だ、今日は。天気がとってもいいだって、太陽がありながら、少し雪も降っている。僕は楽しさといったらない。“お世話になりました”と、友達に言いたい。どうもありがとうございます。

SIBE

2006-12-19T18:34:00.000-08:00

What a life i am desiring for. That is the life i want.

from vivian ex

2006-12-18T02:23:00.000-08:00

想象另一个人的生活

对峙的两个城市

我找不到栖息的地方

往往是最疲倦的时候心灵得到假期

孩子般的奔跑

孩子般的跌倒

孩子般的喜悦与泪水

另一半黑下来的路我装进黑暗

想象曾经一起流泪的人

在一个萧瑟的冬天渐渐走远了

我望着夕阳发呆

把眼睛送到远方加入

再一次春天的风里

最熟悉的陌生人

a flash in mind

2006-12-18T02:20:00.000-08:00

I can kill a worm easily without any pity, and also can be cruel as a murderer disregarding the value of life, or I can be as motionless as a scripture in the middle of the square, with a stone heart neglecting all those poor wondering around the city; however, never could I be able to turn off my face painless on your leaving. Because of your words, my heart crashed, and eyes watered, but never have I seen you. What have you done is simply stepped across me in a slim second, but how could you know I have lost my soul, and how could it be understood by the passers-by? I have long forgot your face, even your figure, but my passion of you come into being that time and rooted and grew. As time went by, memories gone, you vanished, and time left emptiness in my heart instead of your sweet smile and soft perfume. Never, never will the passion on you vanish in my mind, in my sensitive world.　 For a girl met five years ago.

人世

2006-12-15T00:55:00.000-08:00

我独自沿山路攀行,不禁浮想联翩.
做人如若过于理智,难免有欠圆滑;假若率性而为,
又不免过于放荡;倘若意气从事,则又会到处碰壁.总而
言之,人世难居.

-------夏目漱石

摩天轮

2006-12-12T22:21:00.000-08:00

観覧車回れよ回れ思い出は
　　　　　　君には一日我には一生

festival days

2006-12-07T22:39:00.000-08:00

Thanksgiving day, then hysteric shopping and busy for coming Christmas without aim; finally Christmas eve suddenly comes out and spent like shouting a song in a thick frog, and at last new year comes when awake in a bright morning.

Time collapses like this, and i hustle and bustle the day long and the whole year and life, repeating the same thing but not knowing what i want. Looking aroung those happy cartoon faces along streets and on other people 's heads, a gust of dullness strike me. life like this is too boring. Those happienesses are false in the false concept of world, and unfortunately we have take it for granted that the life should be busy like that and their aim is busy all year long just for the crazy shopping and the confused festival days while we, in deed, know nothing what we are living for.

what a day like

2006-11-30T21:04:00.000-08:00

sundy

2006-11-26T19:56:00.000-08:00

What you usually do on Sunday? Quite amount of different answers. Yesterday was a Sunday of many ones in my life, but spent in company because it was my duty that day. All need I did was to answer phone occasionally and to make sure the identity of incomers but who will visit a co. while it was at rest. I sat by my computer nearly the whole day listening music, browsing websites or watching movie. The chatting software was on and sometimes there were somebody rang me, a guy from a tropical country was one of them who rang me and indicated he was a homosexual through chatting. We talked food and the language and something else, and he sometimes interrupted some flirting words. It made me uneasy although I did not care about that. After that chat, I reflected. Those girls who were chased by the boys they do not like must bear the same feeling as I had. The more I think the more I respect them, but what will be like to have sex with a homosexual? I am very curious about that..

Finishing the interesting communication, I found I was fallen into boringness again. More than four hours movie watching, my girl came back. That was very nice to meet her. We had dinner together and she stayed in my dorm for a while before she went back. Her name is Ellen, 18 years old only. She is very beautiful, tall and slim, elegant like a young princess who has not stepped out the castle. But what exactly attracts me is her innocence to the world and those dirty things and devil thoughts, in one word; she is as pure as an angel. We have known each other for one month, but I successfully won her love; however I could not have sex with her fearing ruin her. When she asks me whether I will love her forever, I just told her I could not make such promise. I must be honest to the one I love. That is my rule. Ellen seems understand that and accept the answer, because she embedded her head in my shoulder.
Life is like that. It is so nice to have fresh things come everyday. All we need is to do what we want to do if that is not wrong, because there is only one chance to do all the things we want to do. Ha-ha-ha

nanying

2006-11-23T21:43:00.000-08:00

if you caught a glimpes of my blog, leave your message. I hope to share the space with you in this digital world.
This is my address: siberia0223@126.com/21cn.com/tom.com
MSN: siberia0223@hotmail.com
SKYPE: siberia0223

Yours sincerely,

Sibe

learn from the true friendship

2006-11-22T17:20:00.000-08:00

We could not live alone nor lonely. We need friends. But what is called true friend? An old saying said,” a friend in need is friend in deed." In fact, many of our friends are not the right friends for us. They unfit our personality, no matter interest or the attitude and the way to the life.

I have a friend named Jack. We are called friend because we had lived in the same dorm for three years during college life, so that we considered we were friends. No longer after graduation, we each found a job in different companies, he has his duties and I have my daily affairs. The national long holiday came. We had five or six days for vocation, and thus the Tai Mount we chose to climb, for there lives our former classmates and we are friends too. There is a bad habit in modern society that we easily call any one friend. Jack and I and three others had a happy vocation and had many snaps. When we went back Jack promised transfer all his part to me as soon as possible, in fact, nearly two months has past, poor Jack was so busy, as he said, to have a time to remind himself of the photos. He complained most of his time was occupied by his busy trip and friends’ party.

We do the same kind of job, and I am quite know what time is busy and when is not. I do not eager to get or even to see those photos, and also no time keep tracking this fussy thing, but I take it as promise---a promise with a quite acquaintance we defined as a friend. It is really depressing to say that friends in a group are friends only when we were in too, and once we step into a new environment, a new group friends we joined in, the old friends seem to be useless and be abandoned any time as we like.
That is the true friend I illustrated you. Do not be fooled like I was. Good friends help you and respect you, but seemingly friends will hurt you while you trust them completely.

Be ware of the wolves in the dogs.

first time

2006-11-22T02:38:00.000-08:00

~~well, i do not know what a blog is, but surely this "private" space on internet will provide me a home to show the true side of me. i found we are more relaxed in blog or in the internet world than in the real life. we can be the person we dare not to do in real life, and we also can show our inner heart without being hurt. it's amazing.
hope in the future we can have more friends at least on internet. to share the minds and share everything we cherished in the world.